So today was the day I started back at work. Hopefully I can stretch out part-time work for the next 5 months, but we'll see...
I told T I would wake up with him to get the baby changed and fed while he got ready (I live closeby to work so I had time to do what I needed once they left). When I was feeding her and looking down at my little girl I started bawling. A full on, not at all pretty cry and when it was time for them to leave together (so my husband could bring her to my mothers house) I was a total wreck.
I held it together at work but then had to battle insane traffic (2 hrs to get to my mothers house) before I got to see my baby again.
Such a difficult day. And I have to do it all over again tomorrow :/
I hope this gets easier...
Mama goes back to work :/
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